Today practically screamed annoyance.
I just didn't bother complaining cause i'd sound like a brat.
My nose has been on a leaky rampage for two days.
I don't understand. You barely know each other.
And now... ?
Its so WEIRD!
Everything is weird now.
Ovr agrees.
I wish i could break my own silence.
I came to the sudden realization that this blog is already two years old. But i've been blogging for more than that.
I used to have a journal... I actually have four. But i've decided to stop writing and start typing. My most personal and private memories will be kept inside my mind, for only me to remember. And if i forget them someday, oh well.
Memories are nice, but that's all they are.
Blogging is great and all for sharing personal things with people you know or don't know, but to me you gotta limit yourself and watch what you say. You don't just take every minute of your life and put it onto the www??
And then, picspam your whole portal with self taken pictures of yourself doing almost the same thing in every one of them? And what's with acting all cute and stuff?
Its 'you' in general, not 'you' specifically.
Okay too much ranting.
In other less grumpy news,
I got invited to watch Cuci The Musical today.
Wasn't bad, i kinda liked it.
Well i wouldn't have bought tickets to see the show in the first place, if you know what i mean.
Blogging at 4 in the morning makes me talk silly stuff.
Good morning world.
All my life i've never regarded myself as racist, neither do i associate with racists.
But god, they are all around me!
First of all, i was born in this country, i didn't choose to be a citizen here and i sure as hell won't stay here if given the opportunity.
This isn't a Muslim country, this is just a country filled with Muslims.
Whatever happened to equal rights?
What the fuck does 'Son of the soil' have to do with Malays??
UITM. Universiti Ini Tolong Melayu.
Muther fucker.
So i'm sitting here, on the 25th of October 2009 at home BLOGGING, having the horrendous fact that Beyonce is not performing tonight dawning on me every five minutes. Joder.
Attended the MJ tribute last night in college, was a great but short experience.
Went to Bangkok Jazz after, with Najwa and J.
Someone and someone arrived a little later... Better censor in case. Haha.
I raised my eyebrow for a second, and then gave him a very sly grin.
All around me things are moving at a fast pace, and i'm still trying to figure out where i am.
Pero todavía prefiero el improbable sobre el imposible. porque sé que el improbable todavía me da una luz tenue de la esperanza..
:)
You know that feeling when you start to develop an attraction to someone and it gets you all jumpy and starry eyed?
That feeling where you're like, wow where did that come from?
Then you realise that you spend more and more time thinking of the person, and wondering if he/she likes you too?
And every small gesture made by the person gives you goosebumps(in a good way) and you just wanna spend the day discreetly(not quite) stalking the person?
Haha.
Those moments are(were) my favorite.
The thrill of the chase.
Now i know why i used to fool around.
Its the thrill.
And when you finally have it,
You don't exactly want it anymore, since the thrill is over.
It'll probably last for some time, then it wears off... And you wanna start feeling that thrill again.
Then you eventually settle down, with someone you love like no other...
And it dawns on you that you're totally, utterly...
WHIPPED.
Gee whiz, i'm sappy.
Beyonce's concert postponed??
FUCK YOU to hell and back!
This country officially sucks balls.
Why don't you ban "Mrs. K" from her own country?
She dances. Haram what.
Why don't you ban all those local bands?
Punk rock what.
HARAM.
You care about the youth being influenced by western culture.
But you don't care about the smoking problem.
So smoking tak haram?
FUCK YOU.
Hahaha, i really ran out of titles. Anyway i have been busy with my new freelance job...
Been sequencing like mad, but if it pays well then what the hell? ;)
Its already mid October. Time is moving faster and faster and i'm like 'waitttt for meeeeeee *pant pant*'
Feels like one day has only 10 hours.
Met the parents today since they came down for some dinner with their friends.
You know what?
I think my brother and i have really fallen apart.
He's growing up.
And i'm just growing old.
So i guess i'm not his go to person anymore.
Sometimes i do feel lonely.
